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Wednesday, 28 October 2009
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this is me... for now...
okay.. so after few months of dieting and exercising... this is the result..From
I bought the dress few months back from Forever New... now i can fit in it... [size 10]
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Now i'll try to hit the gym whenever i can.. at least 3 times a week. I'm challenging myself to run... cuz i can't jog/run at all.. so, wish me luck!
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
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larger people shouldn't be discriminated..
Stop discriminating against bigger people!!
I used to be bigger than what i am now. And i definitely know how a bigger person feels.
I didn't mean to say it's OK to be big. For health purposes, it's always good to weigh within the BMI range.
A lot of people like making fun of plus size people. I'm not a fan of the word 'fat'... So i'll use plus size in this post.
Plus size people are human as well. I don't know about others, i used to have low self-esteem, low confidence...
Things changed as the pounds dropped off. People do treat you nicer in a way..
ya.. funny.. but that's true.
I reckon, if you bigger friends, try helping them to lose those extra pounds. If they refused, then just let them be until they come to their senses that they should lose weight.
They hate it when you keep on asking them to lose weight. But one day, when they finally decided to lose weight, give them the motivation.. It's really important..
i'm so lucky my friends have been so supportive when i was on my diet... I"m not really done yet.. But now i can slow down a bit...
Monday, 26 October 2009
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gloomy day... gloomy me...
Gloomy weather makes people down... It's nice to stay in, yada yada yada...
it ruins my day big time...
raining = danger for me...
I cant drive safely when it's raining, b'cuz i cant see clearly, and with such bad mood, nothing goes smooth for me...
so i haven't been here long...
nth much has changed...
still jobless, looking soon... lost a bit of weight... [yes yes.. "new found waistline"... ]
been trying to stay healthy and trying to challenge myself with running..
still mentally & emotionally stuck with that particular person..
besides those, everything is still the same
guys are still guys... acting in a very jerkish way as ever...
they laugh at basically anything/everything at girls, or whatever they have done...
but look, we do the same... but they can do worse than us...
somehow, i'm pretty glad that after the whole i-used-to-like-ppl-from-my-own-gang-for-fucking-1.5 years-period, i wasn't badly humiliated...
and soon, i realized it's better to like someone or date someone outside our own group...
n big phewwwwww that only those close ones know what has been happening to me for the past years with whoever with were outside of our usual group... OMG, THANK GOD!
this post isn't going anywhere... but i am just glad i only like people whom isn't related to our own group...
p/s - it's not a crime or illegal for a girl to like a guy.. and make the first move. grown up.. it's fucken 21st century now... who the hell cares... boys, if that happen to u, u should be fucking flattered.
Friday, 18 September 2009
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i'm fucking pissed...
i dun care if ppl i'm not close lie to me... but, if u r close, u lie, then fuck it...
Thursday, 30 July 2009
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3rd day home..
update...
did nothing..
packed the dvds, vcds into boxes
played the piano [can still remember] , guitar [totally forgot]
been sleeping... as usual..
i'm bored..
off to bed...
d2
